I am weak. I am confused. But through His word I am given direction. Because I've been down this path before with my wife, I am strengthened and find peace by reading these books that have opened my heart to seeking the rewards God has promised.
I remember during my first divorce from her I would walk round and round through my neighborhood, calling out to family and friends, waiting for someone to give me balance to make it through. Until the next event that swept my foundation, then I would do this cry out again. Over and over. At times it seemed daily. Who wants to live that way?
This time I have turned everything over to The Lord. I desire to be wiser, not through the words of man, but in the truth of His love. Listen. "If I believe it's truth, I will be set free."-John. 8:32. I find myself available to God and seeking His transformation of my life. "It brings me stability during the storms of my life."-Matthew 7:24-27. I don't walk around in circles anymore. When I talk to my family and friends, I am empowered to share His word and revel in how It is making blessed changes in my life. My hurt is less, and my joy is greater.